Wednesday, April 6, 2011

MIRROR

Life is just like a mirror...
somebody told me...
{If you smile to your life,
your life gonna smile to you}  =)
through so many days later,
I finally realized this truth...
everything you should think the positive way...
don't  simply get mad and angry...
don't feel emotional everyday...
if you keep thinking the bad things...
the problem will be worse!
trust me, keep yourself be cool and calm...
try to solve your problems... don't nag...
then you will feel very happy everyday  =)))

Monday, March 28, 2011

Bitch Umpire

 I'm so sorry to use this bad word for the title...
but seriously, some ppl like to judge...
in this statement, I juz dislike ppl judge and say
 something insulting other people's words in the public...
the actions of those ppl are totally BITCHY >< 
i saw so many posts on FB...
they juz judging ppl...
they judge ppl's feeling...
they judge ppl photos...
they judge ppl relationship...
what the hell is that???
ppl like to edit photo or ppl like to vent on FB 
is NON of your business!!!
so bitch, please shut your mouth up and hide your hands off!

Friday, March 25, 2011

~HOME always taste SWEET~

Go back to hometown 2moro...
actually I should go back today... 
but I always change my mind last minute...
cuz I'm not willing to leave my darling here...
=)))))))))
don't say I'm not miss my papa n mama...
actually I miss them so much.. 
I miss my mommy's home style dishes...
I miss my daddy's cold jokes... 
and also I miss my sisters' gossips...   
see... I really miss them eh~
=DDDDDDD
but you know what... 
I really hate bus...
I hate to wait... I hate to sit with stranger...
especially the smelly one..
very disgusting you know...  ><
and I should spend 2 hours to reach...
oh my god~  if by car... I already reach KL...  =='''
going back I will take bus...
but whenever I come back to Melaka...
my LOVELY PAPA will fetch me...  =)
seriously, I don't want he fetch me... 
it's very ma fan for him...
I don't want he waste time and energy to fetch me
and then go back alone...
driving on the highway for 2 hours 2 ways....
it's very suffer and boring...
if like that... i prefer to take bus... 
but he persistence to fetch me...  :(
I know he love me, so he do that...
and my MAMA... she always cook a lots of my favorite whenever I'm back...
she keep cooking... I keep eating...  =P
yummy but chubby  o(*.*)o
by the way, I got a lots of THANKS for them...
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!  <3

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Lovely * Peaceful * Calmly

Don't know why...
today I feel so good =)
although the sun was burning...
but the phenomenon for me was so damn AWESOME...
everything was going so smooth...
so many laughing and joking...
I have a lovely, peaceful n calmly day =)

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

=)

just came back from some drinks with bf...
we dating in the place that is where our 1st date...
we sat at the same place and the same table...
but this time, we both ordered the different drinks...
last time he ordered Syrup Bandung, and i ordered 
Teh-O-Ice Limao...
this time he ordered Coconut Milk Shake, and i ordered Teh Tarik... 
 but you know what...
the feeling still is same...
SWEET..  =)

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

SickSucks

these days... i felt like almost 'die'...
heart broken.. keeping mad.. heavy sick.. 
and SAD..  =(
i felt very bad seriously...
i did something to made my bf angry...
and also those actions made me going crazy..
but i CAN'T control myself...
some little small things could make me mad...
maybe I'm 'SICK'... 
but seriously... I get cough and cold now..
coughing make me so suffer...
and my nose keep running...
feel like hell...  ><
but this is not the biggest deal...
the main reason to made me sad is my CLASSMATES..
before i talk about that,
could you answer me...
'Am I a person who is NOT FRIENDLY?'
if your answer is YES, then i have nothing to say...
if you answer me honestly NO,
then you can pity me now...  
I did my best to treat them well and kindness..
but what they treat me back is just nothing.....
[ Last week I checked the noticeboard online, I saw the lecturer announce us, we should create a group for the assignment. Then I faster text one of my classmate to inform her about this news, and also ask for join her group.
In the messages we wrote:
"hey XXX, Wen Fen here. Your assignment group already full or not? If not, can I join your group?"
"huh? lecturer got ask for create assignment group now?"
"ya. I saw lecturer post on the noticeboard just now. so we should create a group, maximum 5 persons."
............ waiting for her reply ............
 after 45 minutes, she replied me this: 
"my group already full."
@#$%#^$^*!!!! what the hell is this???
I inform you 1st, and I ask for you 1st...  
but what the hell you answered me?
I cool myself down and replied her  politely: 
"ok then, never mind la... thank you.  =)" 

see... i did nothing wrong to them...
but i dont know why...
girls hate me... guys afraid of me...
they just wanna keep distance from me...  ='(
even i always sit alone in the class... 
actually i dont care anymore...
i dont care i have no friends...
i just hope the bad time can pass faster..
i dont wanna face them...
i want make friend with the kind ppl and the ppl 
who understand and knows me...
im so tired to cover myself...
im not that strong... im not that cool...
i just a simply girl who need friends  :'(